I love to sing-a

about the moon-a and a june-a and a spring-a
I love to sing-a
about a sky of blue-a or a tea for two-a,
anything-a with a swing-a to an I love you-a,
I love-a to, I love-a to sing!

Mm-mm! I was just about to come here to complain. Like I said a day ago, I've been feeling not so good-a, like I'm gonna cry, or just fall over and die like I claim I'm going to every single day (just ask Kelsey), but...boy. I love Frank Sinatra. I love Frank Sinatra.

My funny valentine
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable
Unphotographable
Yet youre my favourite work of art

Love love love love Frank Sinatra. I love voices like his. They make me just melt and feel so very nostalgic and completely at ease and oh-so-happy~
Most male voices I listen to as of late are those silly Japanese rock ones; they only have two kinds of voices, I feel. Maybe I don't hear enough types of Japanese music, but boy, they all are either like Klaha/Gackt's, or like Ayabie's lead singer's. Whatever, though~ Sinatra!
I've only known one boy ever who could actually sing, and that's-a Atti dear. And the only female friend I've heard sing is Rhiannon. Kelsey too but that barely counts, we sing silly things. A-la-la, people need to leave me singing messages sometime on my cellphone. If I ever say I feel down again (or even if I don't feel down.), do that for me, okay? It'll mean the world to me. <3

I guess when you met me
It was just one of those things
But don' t ever bet me
Cause I'm gonna be true
If you let me
You're gonna love me
Like nobody's loved me
Come rain or come shine
Happy together, unhappy together
And won't it be fine
Days may be cloudy or sunny
We're in, or we're out of the money
But I'm with you always
I'm with you rain or shine


Can't getcha off my mind, darling.

Other's souls

To show off some of the souls I drew for other people, I'm putting them here! joy. :]



Alex's soul. A fashionable robot boy with lots of magnificent glowing buttons and an awkward smile. His soul is cute and a little nerdy.

Muse's soul. A screaming green and purple hero. Her soul is brave and a little silly.

Kelsey's soul. An emerald green velociraptor doll with a tentacle for a tail. Her soul is a little worn, but creative and different.

Rhiannon's soul. A light blue and white kitty with an umbrella tail. Her soul is beautiful and somewhat calm, but you have no idea where her hands are.

Samantha's soul. A tall, thin, bright red mushroom with three legs. Her soul is smiling and ready.

Atti's soul. A light pink flowery bug. His soul is sweet and soft.

Vocaloid

Another thing I want. I found a bunch of Pokemon songs done in that vocaloid program, and they're pretty amazing. I'll post them here at the end of the post. I've been pretty busy lately and exploding with unhappy for no reason...So, excuse the not posting as much as I usually do...Apology over.
I'm actually feeling better than I had been. A little bit. At least, right now. It's just that I've been losing everything I need to have, I feel like I'm emotionally invisible to everybody, school is being horrible, and eckkk. I have no homework tonight, though so all is well, and I am training pokemon and drawing and lolita-goodness. Getting back on track and I have a few actually interesting topics to write about later this week. Anyway, I actually don't have that much to say today, SO: time for vocaloids, lollipop trees and pokemon. Also, the soul post was added to. :]

Lollipop Tree



Pokemon videogame songs: VOCALOID VERSIONS

My Soul v2

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

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A new post about my soul, as drawn by other people. This one will be updated as new pictures come along, the old post will be kept for unknown reasons. I will probably make note of it in future blogs if I get any more so you'll keep updated if you wanna see more of them.

I wanted to make sure it was really different than the two that were already drawn. So, here it is. A peach bunny thing. It's my soul, as drawn by myself.

Pale yellow, white, peach, fruity, cute, round, claws, fluff, stripes, and a nervous smile. That's my soul in a nutshell.

As 'weird' as usually am, I think this reflects the happier, quieter, cuddlier and overall Jordy-er side of me that I think is really what my soul really would be like.

As drawn by Atti. I must say it's quite darling. Do birds live on my soul's head?

As drawn by Sama. I love the colour choice. Green, pale yellow, pink, blue! It reminds me of a worm.


As drawn by Kelsey. It's so sweet. Purpleypink and yellow angely creature. It makes me quite happy, she's even holding a star. It makes me seem like an elegant person. :3


As drawn by Lauren. She said she'd draw another one, but I think this one's super cute! There are many aspects of my soul, and that shines through here with the many little mes in many little colours.


As drawn by Emily. I'm a flower, too?! Glee! A yellow one at that! My soul can endure all kinds of weather- rain, wind or blaring sun.


As drawn by Amber. A bunny with a knife- very like me. My soul is cute, but dangerous!

[NOTE: The last 3 added were not scanned, so they're ugly, and I apologize. Once my scanner is fixed I'll repost them.]

Impartial

Ick. I feel so strange. UNCANNY. Since yesterday, just this feeling of... "Oh." It's like I lost my favourite blanket, or something. Like... I can't do anything but yawn and wonder. About everything. I'm silly about having backup plans. I need them or else I feel like I'm going to break down. I'm really quite serious. Seriously. I can't actually explain what I mean about "backup plan" or what situation it's coming from because it'd sound REALLY STUPID AND WHORISH but I don't CARE; you don't get to hear unless you somehow know my phone number and can squeeze it out of me. It'd be hard, trust me, these kinds of things are hard to get out of me. It's just because I feel like I come in second for everything. Maybe fifth or sixth or seventh. I talked to myself for three hours while lying in bed last night. It's becoming a habit. A very not good one. I think, in a sense, I'm practicing talking. Isn't that funny?

Day of Silence

If you don't know what it is, go to: http://www.breakthesilence.org/

Well, I'm really glad I signed up. I still wasn't quite sure what I had signed up for, exactly, earlier. I knew it was for anti-bullying and namecallingand other things against homosexuals or transgenders, but I dunno. I went to the website today. It made me feel better.Well, in one way. In the other it made me a little disgusted. Like, it says this year's Day of Silence is being held in memory of a 15 year old boy named Lawrence King. A 14 year old classmate killed him in class, supposedly because of his sexual orientation and how he presented his gender. Haha, still think there's no problem?

There are also kids protesting it, apparently, as well. I've heard the rumor, anyway. Not saying that there shouldn't be healthy competition, or that they shouldn't,because they have as big of a right to protest against the dayas we have to go through with it, but...do they even understand what it's for? Like, my mom...I told her about it. She didn't understand at all.She said, "just because they don't stick it in the right hole doesn't mean they should get special attention!"

Is treating your fellow human being with kindness, compassion and empathy really SPECIAL ATTENTION? So is there just some invisible linewhere it's okay to give someone a hug, tell them they look nice today, and it's a parallel to turn aroundand call another person a faggot?or a dyke? Or perhaps to physically abuse them,in extreme cases? I sure as hell hope not.

You just gotta imagine how I felt getting it from my mom, though. Idunno.Haaaa. Thanks. :/and once again, its not that I experience hardcore hatred on a daily basis. It's happened, though. I'm serious.I just feel so strongly about this whole thing. But it happens to other people daily.Some people are afraid to go out in publicbecause of their sexual orientation. Maybe you just choose not to notice it. And as a note, a lot more people are gay than you think. Most towns aren't exactly straightsvilles. But they sure as hell has a lot of horrible people in them. I remember one time Chris and two other kids and I went to the store to get bubble tea or something, I don't remember. Chris was wearing a skirt. He usually doesn't, but whatever. A gang of huge guys came up and was threatening him,telling him shit like, "IF YOU WEAR A SKIRT AGAIN, YOU FUCKIN' FAGGOT, WE'LL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!" Hmmmmmmmmm. :/ If that's not a problem I don't know what is.

Physically ill and god knows what else

Ewww. I'm home sick with...I don't even know. I'm not just feeling sick- crippling stomach pain, headache, tiredness - I feel like my brain is a big lump of depressed mush. No smiles here kiddies, just a blank stare. Seriously, I've been staring at the wall all morning thinking about nothing. I've taken every word I've gotten from others today either too seriously or as a bad thing even though it was not intended to be either of those, and even though I know it wasn't intended to be either of those. Ughh... I hate days like these. Cheer me upppp. At least I don't feel lazy. So I'm gonna go make some delicious belgian waffles, watch the first episode of Pokemon and draw to my heart's content with this ill day off.

Snow in Spring

It's spring. I always thought of spring as something that was disgustingly happy, maybe a little drippy and wet, but warm and fuzzy with blossoms and good feelings. I had always told Arthur that I always wanted to see snow in spring, on the cherry blossoms. I thought that it wasn't possible, because I had never seen or heard of it before and I always wanted to experience it because it sounded so...beautiful. You know? It never happened, even when I wished for it and told him I wanted it. I eventually forgot about it and I never talked about it with him again.
This was the very first year I ever experienced it. And it's only happened when Atti was around, or when I was thinking of him most. When he came up to see me, it was such a strange day, I expected so much but ended up with something much different than I thought I'd get from it... but it happened for the first time. I didn't believe it, but he said it was normal. And then today... Today I thought about him so much. I don't want to sound weird, but I was really worried about his well-being, and about Bunny, and I couldn't stop thinking about the two all day. It was a weird day- like I said I thought about them all day, but it was gorgeous outside- sunny and warm and how I'd usually imagine spring, but it suddenly started hailing. Then snowing, and it hasn't stopped since. We've got around... five inches at my house. My yard, my trees, my flowers, my bike, my car, everything covered in a thick blanket of snow. The only colours peeking out were the light pink cherry blossoms against the powdery white. It is so beautiful to me. So I sat where I talked to Atti last night and watched it and our cherry blossoms and thought about everything... I don't know... Maybe it's silly but it really means something to me. In fact, it means a lot...
I was going to talk about the movies I watched today, Juno and Lars and the Real Girl; but that doesn't matter as much as what I said, so all I'm going to say is I liked both of them a lot, but Lars and the Real Girl was probably one of the most beautiful movies I've ever watched.

Pokemon Names

So, today I spent about an hour naming all my favourite Pokemon. Well, all the Pokemon I'd have if they were real (which is less than all my favourties). I wanted to post them. (I have no life, I know, but whatever. :D)

MY MAIN TEAM:

Pascale

Olive

Sophie

Claire

Cecil

Aidan

Water/Ice:

Chain Chomp

Di

Mana

Nami

Osaka

Nina

Pippy

Xin

Zeke

Psychic:

Isis

Pinky

Ruri

Zi

Normal:

Baron

Bunbun

Crystal

Dear

Kiddy

Lucky

Meow

Rose

Snip

Snooze

Squeak

Grass:

Addy

Fjorleaf

Thistle

Trap

Ghost:

Amethyst

Devi

Devnett

Drifter

Missy

Neon

Sugar

Flying:

Melody

Peppy

Prinny

Vincent

Fire:

Crow

Dane

Hestia

Thanatos

Viola

Zephyr

Electric:

Chiyo

Marmaduke

Miffy

Naia

Voltaire

Dragon:

Mei

Miyuki

Ribbon

Dark:

Harley

Kiki

Vyers

Loli

Pretend

Bug:

Snickerdoodle

Spook

Willow

OTHER TYPES:

Duke

Fern

Lynn

Milfred

Ryota

Salad